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Luminous Isolation

by 3784

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    "Luminous Isolation" is my first album ever, and is the culmination of most of the ideas and experiences I had during the last 7 years of my life. Hope you enjoy it. You can stream/download it from basically everywhere, but purchasing here gives you access to two bonus tracks that were previously released in 2018 under DivinityMachine (Falling Down & Balloon).
    "Different Skies" releases October 22nd, 2021.
    "Suicience" releases October 29th, 2021.
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Suicience 03:33
Fuck this song, and everyone who hears it Last thing on my mind is shared experience Rising tides of nihilism breaking on my shores again And if we drown in this, we'll all deserve it in the end The world is ending, but Instagram's forever Let's monetize the pain and tell the people it gets better I got, good friends, good times No loose ends, I'm all tied again Let's act like the world's not ending At least for now we can keep pretending We drink fast, we move slow We so high, but so low Cause we know too much call that suicience Know too much, this is suicience In a downward spiral since we watched the towers fall Yeah everyone just feels too much I just can't feel at all Trying to find my breaking point dying to feel alive It's time to lose what little we still have left in our lives The world is ending, but Instagram's forever Let's monetize the pain and tell the people it gets better I got, good friends, good times No loose ends, I'm all tied again Let's act like the world's not ending At least for now we can keep pretending We drink fast, we move slow We so high, but so low Cause we know too much call that suicience Know too much, this is suicience If there's nothing in meaning If there's no purpose to anything If there's nothing we need Then I'm ready to go
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There's no need to keep it arcane Spending nights at the arcade Eyes red like the stoplights so Let the sirens sing their lullabies We'll do anything but sleep We don't always need to hunt To find out who we are I don't care about hurting now So don't pay mind to my scars I'm a little fucked up, kinda off my shit But I got this love and the whole world can take it I got dreams up in my head Smoke up in my lungs And a sneaking feeling I shouldn't be this far gone And I don't really wanna be myself right now And I'm down to be someone else with you Do you want to? And I'm a little fucked up, kinda off my shit But I got this love and the whole world can take it You tell me everything is up in flames And I'll hold you till the end of everything
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Long Gone 04:42
You were dead when I found you How did I think we could mend I'm just starting my life But yours is coming to an end Cause you threw away what we had when you swore you'd hold Raging on through the seasons, but I still feel cold So take me out of the reasons you're coming home Cause this ain't my home no more The rules forever shifting And nothing's really changing But you keep rearranging Till you're something I don't know And you know I'm not honest I wish I wasn't like this You've always known I'm not the best at letting go I can lie to you, you can lie to me We can make pretend that we're both happy Together, cause you won't be here forever Put down the bottle and look me in the eyes Say you care about me more than liquid confidence and lies My complacency, our conversations, your abuse Intoxicated by our fuck ups and high off words we never used Cause your youth still spins in my head when I'm feeling old Sometimes it's harder to move on than to let go So take me out of the reasons you're coming home Cause this ain't my home no more The rules forever shifting And nothing's really changing But you keep rearranging Till you're something I don't know And you know I'm not honest I wish I wasn't like this You've always known I'm not the best at letting go I can lie to you, you can lie to me We can make pretend that we're both happy Together, cause I won't be here forever I'm long gone Will you ever find out who you are (Will you ever see what you've become) When you're out alone, no home, no car (When you're out alone, wherever you are) While I'm stuck in my room, writing this song (This is the end of an era) And I just can't face it, you're long gone
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I'm finally ready to admit that this is the end I held my cards so close that I couldn't see them Cause you made me feel so small Until I couldn't feel at all Lord knows I don't know what I believe in And if we're going to different skies Let this serve as my last goodbye And i swear you'll never cross my path again And if we're breathing different air Well hold your breath cause I ain't coming back there Let's see how i do And if we crash down I'll shoot through heaven, You'll fall through hell And you'll keep going on the way you've always been But I don't need no direction I only know what I believe in I only need to believe in my damn self And if we're going to different skies Let this serve as my last goodbye And i swear you'll never cross my path again And if we're breathing different air Well hold your breath cause I ain't coming back there Let's see how i do All I needed was a sign To show me that this life is mine You never really had a hold on me Don't be surprised when you look to the skies And you see me flying everywhere You wish you would've been able to see And if we're going to different skies Let this serve as my last goodbye And i swear you'll never hear from me again And if we're breathing different air Well hold your breath cause i ain't coming back there Let's see how I do
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Better 03:04
I don't want to get better anymore All my clothes are dirty as they're lying on the floor I just ubered over some alcohol that I can't afford Maxing out my credit cards Why is all this shit so hard I can tell that all my friends are sick of all my shit So the flies around my apartment are the only ones who deal with it So I don't lose what little I feel like I have to live for Even if it's up to nothing in the end And if it's all some master plan Can we go back to the drawing board Cuz self-destruction is imminent And I can't be fucked to deal with it Oh someone point me to the ground So I can speedrun crashing down I can't wait to fuck up everything I got I haven't had a shower yet this month My favourite songs don't sound the same I went for a walk the other day and the grass didn't sooth the pain The way it used to So what the fuck am I supposed to do And if it's all some master plan Can we go back to the drawing board Cuz self-destruction is imminent And I can't be fucked to deal with it Oh someone point me to the ground So I can speedrun crashing down I can't wait to fuck up everything I got So no anesthetic, I want to feel the pain I wanna feel what it's like to go under without a fight And I'm sure you'll see it on my face I wanted to be something more than me There's nothing i say to make this OK
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I don't care about saving face I just wanna live in your embrace I don't want no blaze of glory I'll just fan the embers while I'm here We never know if it gets better So live for now, fuck forever I just want to feel it all before I go Life starts here Life starts here Life starts here Life starts here I used to want someone to share all my vices But you make me want to be better than I've ever been I used to want someone to die with me slowly But you make me wish I was feeling alive again It's time we leave the people I used to call my friends and equals Cause you know I love them but god I've been dying to leave And after years of fighting with it I can see through cloudy vision An open world sits right in front of me Life starts here Life starts here Life starts here Life starts here I found my meaning in nothing I found purpose in the purposeless I found everything we need, cause it's already here I'm ready to go Life starts here Life starts here Life starts here Life starts here Life starts here Life starts here Life starts here Life starts here

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