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Suicience
03:33
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Fuck this song, and everyone who hears it
Last thing on my mind is shared experience
Rising tides of nihilism breaking on my shores again
And if we drown in this, we'll all deserve it in the end
The world is ending, but Instagram's forever
Let's monetize the pain and tell the people it gets better
I got, good friends, good times
No loose ends, I'm all tied again
Let's act like the world's not ending
At least for now we can keep pretending
We drink fast, we move slow
We so high, but so low
Cause we know too much call that suicience
Know too much, this is suicience
In a downward spiral since we watched the towers fall
Yeah everyone just feels too much I just can't feel at all
Trying to find my breaking point dying to feel alive
It's time to lose what little we still have left in our lives
The world is ending, but Instagram's forever
Let's monetize the pain and tell the people it gets better
I got, good friends, good times
No loose ends, I'm all tied again
Let's act like the world's not ending
At least for now we can keep pretending
We drink fast, we move slow
We so high, but so low
Cause we know too much call that suicience
Know too much, this is suicience
If there's nothing in meaning
If there's no purpose to anything
If there's nothing we need
Then I'm ready to go
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Gettato Alle Stelle
02:15
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There's no need to keep it arcane
Spending nights at the arcade
Eyes red like the stoplights so
Let the sirens sing their lullabies
We'll do anything but sleep
We don't always need to hunt
To find out who we are
I don't care about hurting now
So don't pay mind to my scars
I'm a little fucked up, kinda off my shit
But I got this love and the whole world can take it
I got dreams up in my head
Smoke up in my lungs
And a sneaking feeling
I shouldn't be this far gone
And I don't really wanna be myself right now
And I'm down to be someone else with you
Do you want to?
And I'm a little fucked up, kinda off my shit
But I got this love and the whole world can take it
You tell me everything is up in flames
And I'll hold you till the end of everything
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Long Gone
04:42
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You were dead when I found you
How did I think we could mend
I'm just starting my life
But yours is coming to an end
Cause you threw away what we had when you swore you'd hold
Raging on through the seasons, but I still feel cold
So take me out of the reasons you're coming home
Cause this ain't my home no more
The rules forever shifting
And nothing's really changing
But you keep rearranging
Till you're something I don't know
And you know I'm not honest
I wish I wasn't like this
You've always known
I'm not the best at letting go
I can lie to you, you can lie to me
We can make pretend that we're both happy
Together, cause you won't be here forever
Put down the bottle and look me in the eyes
Say you care about me more than liquid confidence and lies
My complacency, our conversations, your abuse
Intoxicated by our fuck ups and high off words we never used
Cause your youth still spins in my head when I'm feeling old
Sometimes it's harder to move on than to let go
So take me out of the reasons you're coming home
Cause this ain't my home no more
The rules forever shifting
And nothing's really changing
But you keep rearranging
Till you're something I don't know
And you know I'm not honest
I wish I wasn't like this
You've always known
I'm not the best at letting go
I can lie to you, you can lie to me
We can make pretend that we're both happy
Together, cause I won't be here forever
I'm long gone
Will you ever find out who you are
(Will you ever see what you've become)
When you're out alone, no home, no car
(When you're out alone, wherever you are)
While I'm stuck in my room, writing this song
(This is the end of an era)
And I just can't face it, you're long gone
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A Brief Moment of Colour
00:32
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Different Skies
04:16
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I'm finally ready to admit that this is the end
I held my cards so close that I couldn't see them
Cause you made me feel so small
Until I couldn't feel at all
Lord knows I don't know what I believe in
And if we're going to different skies
Let this serve as my last goodbye
And i swear you'll never cross my path again
And if we're breathing different air
Well hold your breath cause I ain't coming back there
Let's see how i do
And if we crash down
I'll shoot through heaven, You'll fall through hell
And you'll keep going on the way you've always been
But I don't need no direction
I only know what I believe in
I only need to believe in my damn self
And if we're going to different skies
Let this serve as my last goodbye
And i swear you'll never cross my path again
And if we're breathing different air
Well hold your breath cause I ain't coming back there
Let's see how i do
All I needed was a sign
To show me that this life is mine
You never really had a hold on me
Don't be surprised when you look to the skies
And you see me flying everywhere
You wish you would've been able to see
And if we're going to different skies
Let this serve as my last goodbye
And i swear you'll never hear from me again
And if we're breathing different air
Well hold your breath cause i ain't coming back there
Let's see how I do
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Flight To Vancouver
03:30
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Better
03:04
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I don't want to get better anymore
All my clothes are dirty as they're lying on the floor
I just ubered over some alcohol that I can't afford
Maxing out my credit cards
Why is all this shit so hard
I can tell that all my friends are sick of all my shit
So the flies around my apartment are the only ones who deal with it
So I don't lose what little I feel like I have to live for
Even if it's up to nothing in the end
And if it's all some master plan
Can we go back to the drawing board
Cuz self-destruction is imminent
And I can't be fucked to deal with it
Oh someone point me to the ground
So I can speedrun crashing down
I can't wait to fuck up everything I got
I haven't had a shower yet this month
My favourite songs don't sound the same
I went for a walk the other day and the grass didn't sooth the pain
The way it used to
So what the fuck am I supposed to do
And if it's all some master plan
Can we go back to the drawing board
Cuz self-destruction is imminent
And I can't be fucked to deal with it
Oh someone point me to the ground
So I can speedrun crashing down
I can't wait to fuck up everything I got
So no anesthetic, I want to feel the pain
I wanna feel what it's like to go under without a fight
And I'm sure you'll see it on my face
I wanted to be something more than me
There's nothing i say to make this OK
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Life Starts Here
06:37
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I don't care about saving face
I just wanna live in your embrace
I don't want no blaze of glory
I'll just fan the embers while I'm here
We never know if it gets better
So live for now, fuck forever
I just want to feel it all before I go
Life starts here
Life starts here
Life starts here
Life starts here
I used to want someone to share all my vices
But you make me want to be better than I've ever been
I used to want someone to die with me slowly
But you make me wish I was feeling alive again
It's time we leave the people I used to call my friends and equals
Cause you know I love them but god I've been dying to leave
And after years of fighting with it I can see through cloudy vision
An open world sits right in front of me
Life starts here
Life starts here
Life starts here
Life starts here
I found my meaning in nothing
I found purpose in the purposeless
I found everything we need, cause it's already here
I'm ready to go
Life starts here
Life starts here
Life starts here
Life starts here
Life starts here
Life starts here
Life starts here
Life starts here
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